23/10/19

Imagine living up there. The windows open up to the world below and the blinds remind me of nights spent at my granny's house as a child. It looks out across a park and although there is traffic everything seems at peace. I am always lost here, and I will never know the city. In some ways I am so excited to go home but I will be sad when I leave. I've never felt this way before - lost and confused, but in control. Everyday I am growing more and I become more of a person.

It is 5pm and this means that all my friends are asleep. When I wake up I will have messages from all the people who are 6 hours ahead, and I will have to chase those 6 hours until I go home. I miss being in time.